Ma-kun, Ken - weather's perfect for the beach. Let's go! I'm driving. Maiko, you up to it?

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I keep running into Maiko these past few weeks - and twice in two different nightclubs! She dances like a charm, and how's this for surreal, I end up in the sack with her. Shindo's sister. Can't believe that good-for-nothing is related to this hot piece of ass.

So far, this week hasn't been the usual crazy-wild "whose-couch-is-this" week, so I went to the studio to see if the boys were there and get some work done, maybe. Neither was, and I had the unfortunate luck to be stuck with that cranky old redhead "Mr. Manager-san" aka Kazuki. Fun. 

Anyway, I was totally out of it, no one to talk to, no lyrics to sing, etc. when who should drop by but Barbie girl, Ari-chan! She's this halfie I met last week at my friend's bakery.We had coffee, got to talking, and she said she plays the guitar. I remember inviting her to show her stuff - pervs, not that way!- but I felt she wouldn't show. Hell, she probably said that just to impress me. So I was totally surprised she appeared! And - guess what? - with a pink guitar case and a pink guitar. My lord, Barbie girl indeed.

Ma, Ken, I called you but all I got was your voicemail. x_x Wanted to see what you thought of her.  She played this old Hendrix song "Wind Cries Mary", and coincidentally I knew the lyrics so we jammed. I was impressed. So guys, I asked her to be our permanent sessionist. I dunno if Seguchi needs to approve that, I mean it's just like having a friend come over and jam with us everytime we play.

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Been nothing much happening. As Tokyo has turned inexplicably boring and passe - just for the moment -  I'm taking a mini-vacation. Gonna go down to Ma-kun's, chill a bit. His mom is fantastic, she makes the best iced tea and seaweed salad not to mention she'll kill me for hiding my face for like twentyhundred years now ;p  This is cool; my fans will mis me and will be all the more rabid to molest me when I get back.

Hey Ma-kun, I'm on my way there! You better get the spare room ready. Don't forget the Cristal and truffles. ;p

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I ran into Ari the other day outside the grocer's. It was obvious she was upset with me, but she still accepted a ride to her new place. Good area, sky-high rent. I dunno how she'll afford that. Well, not my problem. Anyway, she was upset about Maiko. Why? I have no idea. She was denying she felt anything, so why's she mad? Girls' drama is fuckin annoying. Gawd. I'm lying low for now. 
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What's happening? I'm happening. Everyday is Valentine's Day in chez Aizawa. It's crazy! There are like only two people I know out of the twenty or more who've come in and out of the house today. I've got a mind to throw em all out, the moochers, but I love the ladies, yes I do. xp 

My cat just fuckin farted. I didnt think it was even possible.

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So I screwed up again. Do I care? Not really. Im not committed to anyone right now so I can do whatever I want. Notwithstanding the fact that I'm concurrently screwing two bestfriends and probably wrecking their friendship...wel alright. I feel guilty about it, but I cant help it. Theyre both great. In everything. Ahem.

Maiko dragged me to the mountains last night - of all places, eck!- saying she wanted to talk. I think I was buzzed. She was acting weird and depressed, and whatever, so I asked her what the prob was. 

She said her bestfriend hated her for sleeping with me, and that she was losing the guy she loved: me. Whoa, was I shocked.

I wrecked things a long time ago and I still regret it but hey, cheating comes with the job...

So. We ended up screwing in her car. And she told me she still loved me. And - surprise - I told her I still...yknow...loved her too. It slipped out. Ah, and this is after I told Ari there's nothing going on with me and Maiko. Whatever. I'm not starting a relationship with either as of now anyway.